When the tears are coming
We’ve all been there - that awful feeling that tears are on their way, and you’re in a public place.
When tears are coming, it’s often impossible to stop them, which, if you are sat at home, wrapped in a blanket with some chocolate to get you through it, is absolutely fine. I love a good, long cry - it is so cathartic. But what on earth do you do when the tears come and you’re in public?
We should embrace the tears when they come, not try and hide them!
Embrace the tears
I’ve cried in plenty of public places, like on the train or in a long queue. It’s completely normal! We can’t always regulate our emotions, and I’m a firm believer that crying is really helpful. We should embrace the tears when they come, not try and hide them!
Once I cried when I was at the bank. It was really, really awkward. The cashier was shocked. I was shocked. The people in the queue were shocked. Why on earth was I crying? I needed to stop, quickly, but my body was LOVING releasing the tension and stress of the last few months and it wasn’t going to stop. Instead I was ushered away, given a private side room and left to cry in peace as I counted the money I had brought with me to the bank.
Often, a really small thing triggers my tears. A staff member being a bit rude, something unexpected happening, overhearing something that brings back bad memories - they can all happen at any time! We can be embarrassed about crying about something so small, but of course it is not the real reason. The cause of my tears is often something bigger, that I might have been ignoring or juggling for a while, but it is the small inconvenience that causes the tears to actually roll down my cheeks.
We can’t always regulate our emotions, and I’m a firm believer that crying is really helpful.
So what do you do when you cry in public?
If you have a mental health condition, you’ll know how completely horrible it feels when you can’t cope. You feel helpless, isolated, vulnerable, and you wish that there was someone around who understood. Except, if someone approached you and tried to help, you would probably feel even more mortified and want even more to run and hide – I know I would.
So what on earth do you do when you are crying in public? I know how scary and embarrassing that is, so below are my tips.
No one is annoyed, angry or staring at you. Stay as a calm as you can.
Take a deep breath
This will help calm you down and stop the crying. If you want, you can try a breathing exercise.
Ask someone if you can go somewhere private
When I cried in the bank, the bank staff were only too happy to find me a room – it's much better customer service than to leave someone crying!
Make plans to get home (or to a safe space) ASAP
It doesn’t matter how many things you had wanted to get done that day, nothing is more important than looking after yourself. Get home, get in your pyjamas and put Netflix on - no more social pressure to contend with!
Don't beat yourself up
Mental illness strikes at the most inconvenient times and it happens to all of us! You might think “I failed, because I cried on the train and everyone saw”. Instead, think “I cried on the train today because I was understandably overwhelmed. Despite that, I still managed to cope with the situation and get to my destination, so that was a successful journey”.
Crying is a natural human response
Believe me, you are not the first person to cry in public – at work, out shopping, at a friend’s house, there are so many “inappropriate” places to cry and everyone has already cried there so you are not the first! Join the crying club with pride and accept that it’s a natural human response to pressure.
Be proud of yourself – you are so brave.
Where to get help
Whatever you're struggling with, you are not alone.